Forgiven
I forgive you. I guess I was trying to hold on to something that hasn’t really been there for while now. I had thought that things could have been worked out and could have moved past but the truth is it really couldn’t. I loved everything that we had and all the time we spent together I’ll never regret that but I will regret not letting you go the first or maybe the second time. In the end I lost it all which I never wanted to happen, you are still one of the best parts of my life, and I sorry to see that all go in a giant blow out fight. I guess there is stuff to learn from this all, wounds will heal and life goes on but I wish it didn’t have to end the way it did that night.
I was holding on to something that I shouldn’t have and for that I’m sorry. I don’t even know if you will ever read this, but if you do I hope you know this is from the bottom of my heart.
I hope all is well for you and happy birthday cause I didn’t ever get to say it.
